Wednesday, February 15, 2006

apprehensive

It recently just struck me, that I will be turning 21 soon. 21, the so-called legal age where you become a full-fledged adult. When you are allowed to do things that you were once restricted from doing. When you have many more decisions to make. Yup, responsibilities.

It just hit me. When I was filling out the application form for the pwc position, that hey, I am sort of applying for a job. A real job. Not just any kind of job, but something related to something that I could be doing for the rest of my life.

And the form had questions regarding spouse and family details. While I may not be married now, I guess by society's standards, I am expected to be married in about 5-8 years' time. And boy, that is freaking soon la!

No no no, I am not ready! *wails and shakes head vigorously*

I don't want to grow up yet. =(

I want to walk around Orchard Road aimlessly in my pinafore giggling at cute guys and gossiping about this person and that person.

I want others to make the decisions for me. I dont want to be held responsible for my own future. =(

I hate filling out application forms. This is the third time I'm filling up a long application form this week. They better be all worth it. *insyaallah*

Posted by missymarsie at 12:18 AM

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